Of waking up and feeling extremely depressed. I dreamt about you again last night. It’s been about 2 1/2-3 months since the whole thing, but it still hurts every day. I know I have to stay positive and not fall back into the negative person that I was. I need to change. I crave to be that person you met three years ago. I’ll work my ass off just to show I can fight these demons. Just please, be patient with me. I’m trying my best..